Must be just me.

 I still love my job so much.  Even when I am exhausted, even when I have had a awful day with one issue after the other, when all is said and done I still love it.  My issue is that I work with wonderful people, but there are a few of them there that hate their jobs so much, and hate the attraction so much that it bothers me.

And I guess its just more than I can fathom.  Because I look at the smiles on the faces of the kids and their parents and I can’t believe how lucky I am that I am a part of their happiness.  It is so perplexing.  I guess its one of those things with the cast members that it always looks greener on the other side of the mountain.  And they don’t realize how lucky they are.

I guess my time when the parks were taken away from me and I was stuck backstage  stays in my head.  That was the worst torture of all.  Its hard for me because I know I can’t change the way they think.  And I can’t change the way I am.  So I seem to have hit a brick wall.  But there are days that I just want to yell at them all and tell them to snap out of it.  And today was one of those days.  sigh.